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Goodbye: I would rather hurt myself than ever let you cry...
6:14 PM

Hi Blog, Long time no see.

Hee. Kind of weird, i lost touch for such a long time. Been busy lately, so sry tat i nv update u. Tink i wont have a reader anymore. Sadded. But it's ok, anyway from now on, this is a place to put my sorrow and sadness. Coz i really cant find a place to contain all the tears the drip down to the bottom of my heart. It hurts actually. I would suggest all reader please dont enter this blog unless u want to share my sorrow with mi.

Ever since when i didnt start to cry. Maybe i feel tat crying is useless bah. Or maybe lose face=P Hmm... What should is say? Where should i start?

Maybe i should start with myself.
- A person who loves his family
- A person who really needs company, coz i always end up container empty
- A person can be beri beri playful and can be beri beri serious
- A person who tends to keep all words in mind and dont say out, so if want to know mi, u have to approach and ask mi(This bad feeling is coming back, i have become that person again)
- A person who loves singing, acting.... (All kinds of things tat can make mi proud of myself)
- Characteristic place my pride at the beri last but i'm actually a person that needs pride too
- I'm a person who needs everyone to acknowledge me too. Coz like tat i will feel that i'm important. But I'm losing every bit by bit...

Where should i get to know more about myself? Look inner? How to?

Lifes getting bored when little things for mi to do. I hope i could strive a balance with everything!
Tire, hope someone could really share all the negative things that been through mi recently. But no one willing to listen. Maybe i didn't mention, coz i dowan to complain, this makes mi feel i'm worthless...

So sry mr blog, u always have to listen to my sad story. Heng u have no feeling...

Tire de weiwei continue next time.................................................................................

Goodbye: I would rather hurt myself than ever let you cry...
11:56 PM

Sry guys.. Really 1 decade nv come in liao=X haha, ya, busy wif alot of things ma. Tats y. Hee. U all noe de ma. Once a guy is attached, he put his love infront of everything=P So please be understanding.

Ok, so wat do u guys wanna noe?=P Hmm, let mi tink... How about something regarding my sch work? Gt back 3 test results and all of them are As=P 1 of it i scored top in class and the rest other 2 i gt 3rd.. But nvm lah, wats most impt is i maintain in the A result. Or else... Mum or dad sure nag de, say i par tor, nv study hard for test and watsoever~

Most of my classmate said that i have changed every since i'm attach, they said that a serious guy in class has become a much more hack care person, a person who does work not that perfect anymore. But i tink i didnt really change alot lar.. Maybe is the way u guys see things differently. Coz i still maintaining my result lei=P lalalalalala..

This kind of things gt pros and cons de lar. Hee. Not perfectionist gd ma, like tat my teammate wont die of anger coz of my demanding=P Plus i'm not a multi-thread ok! Cannot manage alot of things well together de ma. Nid time to balance too. Aiya, anyway, during implementation of project, u all will see the real serious junwei come back le.. I promise!

Sheng Shi
Mum kip yelling at mi for rushing to sheng shi every tuesday nite. Bo bian lei. I don want to miss any of the impt lsn ma. Additionally, we pay teacher to come and teach, and also, if u nv go, baby will be lonely(low maybe)=P Plus sheng shi is also a place i find joy and laughter most of the time. It's a place full of love=D Thats y i love the dao chang so much!

Chun Tian Li is a nice song~ Liang Tz and Cai Tz is singing the solo part. Omg de lor, is so nice lor, how i wonder if i have the chance to sing too.. Hee.. Maybe 2 yrs later bah.. LOL

BYZ
Sat, Dec 1st, had byz training.. That chick nv come=.='' heard he gt wedding ting bah. Donno, is for chick sao to noe=X not for mi to noe=P LoL, one funny ting happen during the byz training for XCTB, mi and baby went up to dai dong fa shen tgt=.='' abit funny esp when huixi said our name tgt. "Lets welcome xueyi and junwei to come out dai dong fa shen." omg de lor! Those whu noe we are item sure laugh one, coz, the couple team when up and liao yuan tgt ma. But nvm, i treat it naturally, so do baby=P

Baby and Mi~
Ya, this is wat u guys kpo-ing about rite? LoL.. Erm, wat shld i say? Today is the 59th day le, tml is our 2 mth annivesary liao. So fast hor? Time really pass beri fast. Did alot of things tgt, had alot of fun, although we did quarrel sometimes, but overcome it tgt too=D I really treasure this relationship alot. And i also treasure u too=) Baby, i love u...

Though sometime i don really noe wat's in your thoughts, but i will try to figure it out and make u happy=D Today u gt ur cost accounting test.. All the best!=D Deardear will always be there for u=) 11 Claps for baby, jia you~

Anyway, kpo kings and queens=P if u all wan see our photo, maybe can jus visit my friendster and see bah. I sian to upload here liao sia=X hee.. Actually gt alot of pic want to upload de, but baby hor, she say forbidden lei=.='' haiz.. Bo bian lor.. Like tat liao lor.. Wat can i say?=P

Thats all folks~

Goodbye: I would rather hurt myself than ever let you cry...
9:22 AM

Sry kpo king and queens out therer~=X Another busy period. Busy wif studying, busy wif dating=X , busy wif shen shi-ing and oso busy wif SEB stuff. Haha. So which one should i start first? Leave the gd things behind=P iskali i tire at the end don wan write=X

Studying:
A new term, a new story, and a new beginning...
The whole class noe about mi and baby liao=.='' Maybe i really behave beri adnormal bah. Plus i oso put our photo as the wallpaper of my handphone.(Which is also my msn display pic XD)

Settle wif this sem de proj grp. Mi, YH, KJ, SQ and Ambikai. Actually onli 4 of us, but end up the toopid SE teacher want 5. Bo bian lo. Plus the SE teacher beri tian mian wu shi! I onli late for 3min plus oso say i absent for sch! Zzz... Nvm, u teacher ma, let u win lo~

Sch term is really tiring! Hope the time could really jus slow down abit. The tempo of the time ticking is really fast. Onli 1 short period and it's "recess time". Another short period and it is "go home time".

Tink this sem study quite alot of theory thing. Not my favourite actually, coz i not tat kind of person whu read 1 time will understand de. I was like dazing when i'm reading=X Read alot of time den i understand. Esp that toopid central repository of data, the Subversion thing. I was like reading more than 100 times sia(kua zhang-ing). =P

Dating:
Jus now i mention mi and baby de photo. Msn display pic(There! Below lo! XP):

Got fu qi face ma?=P(better say gt ah! =P)

Today is the 23day we are tgt=D Finally i introduce my baby to everyone=D
Although it's jus the start of our relationship but i hope we could treasure each other till the end of time! Forever and ever!

This picture was taken when we were having our first dating! My first time cooking dessert for her oso. Green bean soup~ After that go walk walk, talk talk den go shen shi pract. If u notice, we are wearing couple shirt=P I buy for her de=P First couple present!

Tink enough le la=P i feeling abit too mushy when i type sia=.=''

Shen shi:
Going taiwan liao yuan soon. This coming nov 2 to nov 4. 3 days trip but to mi is like 3 decades. I'm gonna miss you alot! Bo bian, honeymoon period... LOL. Shen shi practice de song i all fin preparing liao. Even the yi guan dao de zhong zi i oso beri shou le~ woo~ jia you weiwei~ lykl~

Ytd jus went to Malaysia for overall training. Omg de tire oso. Make alot of friends last pract when i go malaysia. Today oso saw some of them, but nv saw that humourous cheng tz=X
Donno how come, don feel like talking ytd, oso donno y i react like this. Maybe u are not here wif mi bah... But as promised, i did concentrate during practice. But when i'm alone, or quiet down, u are always on my mind. This one i really cannot control. But i'm trying hard to.

SEB
Saturday was a beri enriching day. Noon QS at TG wif Chi Shuan, den go jcg for practice, night time liao yuan dzb and SEB. Esp SEB, the most enriching ever~ Saw those didi meimei sing until so happily i oso feel quite xin1 wei4=) Chick was there but he couldnt sing=( Hope ur voice recover asap! Maybe alien cook liang cha for u, u will feel better lei?=X

Ok la.. tink thats all folks~ Take care and cya nxt time~

Today i actually wanted to call you and tell you how much i miss you
but my mind gone blank when i heard ur voices! Getting lesser and
lesser confident when facing u... Sry... Hope wednesday u can really go,
i will not force you... As long as you are happy and comfortable =)

Goodbye: I would rather hurt myself than ever let you cry...
8:35 PM

IT's been 1 and a half mth plus seems i last blog-ed. Been busy during the holidays and exam period(some is excuses, pls ti liang), i noe u guys miss mi=P sry to wait for my updates.

Quite alot of things done during the holiday, first is java cert, study for one wk and take the exam in another wk, cost mi $70 but in the end i gt nth=( its ok! Coz the whole badge, around 7 ppl, taking the exam in the morning all failed=.='' think i gt the highest out of everyone.(Nth to be proud of, coz i failed oso). Tink i taking it again wif chick nxt sem or wat lo. Or maybe wait for 1.6 to be out and challenge it again. It was close, but not close enough.

2nd big event during the holiday is taiwan shen shi liao yuan. Had a beri meaningful trip. Is enriching, delicious(daoyi and food(some onli)), and most imptly, liao yuan kuai le=) First time go wif shen shi to Taiwan. It was a beri successful liao yuan. I have uploaded the pic at my friendster acc www.friendster.com/zidane88 , gt time can go check it out! The story at taiwan is too much to tell, if wan say say 10 yrs oso cannot finish! Wan noe more u guys can ask mi anytime. Esp regarding chick b'day celebration(The boxer u gt wear ma?=X) This trip not onli gain some singing experience, i oso gain friendship and bond wif alot of ppl, like eg. Hong Xi (Sry tat i bully u 10 plus yrs ago, no revenge pls=D). Shen Shi really gif mi alot of chance to liao yuan. Everytime bring back dif things and i tresure them alot=)

Mum's b'day oso happen during the holiday. Happy b'day mum=) Hope ur heart always stay jus like a kid since ur b'day is childrens' day=D
Jie was the one whu bought the present, guess wat? She bought a rose for mummy and dad drive us to lian xin vege resturant for dinner=) Jus nice, yao an's mum(Ms Universe=P) oso same b'day wif mummy, so we celebrate tgt at the resturant.

Lastly, is wat most of my kakis is kpo-ing about. My love story wif her. Ya her. Yes her, my baby=D This kind of thing is for mi and her onli lei. How can share? Don tell lei=P Wan share oso must come ask mi urself. Coz our love story is not for public XD I declare private/protected!

Goodbye: I would rather hurt myself than ever let you cry...
8:29 PM

22 August 2007
Today morning super chiong.. lol.. wake up at 5am to prepare for that toopid IP NET paper.. First thing wake up is go through all the MCQ question i done b4.. Den proceed on to read through all the exam notes i prepare..

See.. i so hardworking=P Altogether 15 pages sia.. Den after 2 hrs, this paper no use liao.. Anyway, this is call hard working, not bian tai.. And gd result really don come by easily..

Reach sch, After 2 hrs later, indeed, the paper can throw away liao.. Den i stood at the entrance of the sports hall in our sch and compare our paper ans wif Regina, SQ... *cannot rmb still gt whu..

Walk to mac, den i go atrium pass ah zhen calculator.. she having her maths paper tml.. Go back mac, started to study.. Den i started to wonder y my classmates didnt take out their bk to study.. Was it jus after exam den u all don wanna start studying? Nxt, toopid kejun "invited" mi to go toilet wif him.. Den i go lo.. Anyway, i oso wanna pee..

We stay in the toilet for quite a long time, tat kejun really gd in acting sia.. Kip combing him hair.. den kip saying "wait la!".. LoL..

Walk back, guess wat happen? All my beloved classmates prepared the cakes waiting for mi to come back sia=.='' Quite happy and surprising de.. hehe.. although ytd i already predict sth will happen.. Bt don really go tink about it, coz later i paisei sia.. Nxt, of coz, sing b'day song, make wishes and cut cake.. All this situation can be found in my friendster video.. =.='' go take a look bah..

Si Vincent.. i onli put one finger of cream on ur face nia lo.. Zzz.. den u put the whole cake on my face.. Zzz.. =.='' Den Sharon oso=.='' gif the cake to vin.. betray mi.. bt nvm.. i beri generous one.. U all de b'day... Wahahahahahaha.. Wuhahahahaha.. Wakakakaka.. Yeah~!
This is the gif from MX:

My fav one piece comic~! Woo~~

Walk to amk hub to waste time, coz u all gt alot of time until 3pm.. lol.. Go arcade play until siao.. lol.. here:


Nxt is Sakae Sushi!
I will let pic do the talking:

After lunch event

Singapore tai tai~

illegal gathering

Oh! Wat a smelly armpit=X

Disgusting looks.. Obscene photo taking.. lol..

3 beauties and one dumb dumb face behind.. =X

A picture without sakae zhao pai

Pic with sakae zhao pai

After all this shot, all of us went home by bus.. some take 854, some take 853 and 85.. Reach home didnt do anything much, kip watching drama and tv shows.. Waiting for photos from sq and carol.. And tats all folk..

Gan yan for this b'day celebration:
Erm.. A beri 10q to my friends whu "plot" this celebration for mi.. So meaningful and fun.. The cake and present must have cost u all a bomb.. Don wry.. Hehe.. u all de b'day wei wei sure treat u all back de.. wakakakaka.. Bt i really thx u all from the bottom of my heart.. Coz u make my day and my year.. These memories will accompany mi to walk through my whole life and i will treasure them..

Goodbye: I would rather hurt myself than ever let you cry...
9:19 AM

Welcome back to Singapore MR CHICK~~~~~~

Sunday 12 aug
Morning late for bxb=.='' coz b4 the nite too late slp le.. Zzz.. So tire.. Bt reach bxb teach chi shuan and see the rest of the by and jdy become more energetic.. haha.. Though sometime will feel sianz to go bxb but it always gif mi a gd feeling after i go, plus watching my by one day after another becoming more and more sensible, gif mi quite a great sense of satisfaction..

After that, went home slack den slp den wake up finding the time is 515pm! omg.. i go qiu qian ren ju mu rehersal.. Zzz.. Heng mum and dad drive mi to tian guo.. And mum also cook dinner for mi b4 i go..

Reach TG, go in chan jia den saw jia lou mee den pei him go ma ma shop buy things.. He ask us y we so early? Coz today start at 7 pm=.='' omg lo!!!!! Zzz.. Bt nvm la.. At least come liao can chit chat wif fellow tong xiu ma.. Den i started to chit chat wif that stressful zhi kai(over worried guy)=X Coz he say he beri stress coz sch start and the exam is coming soon.. I ask him when is his exam, den he say its DECEMBER =.='' really OMG lo.. LOL.. Must Ai Zai my dear friend.. lol..

Mi and IT Personnel really yi qi xiang tou sia.. haha.. 2 IT Personnel gather together really can tok alot of things.. LOL.. Though we noe each other for jus a few months bt we can actually tok like close friend le.. wakakaka...

Btw, thx ar mr jia lou mee~ U brought my lao po to mi=X wakakaka.. Guess wat, i reach home jus 2 hr settle liao! wakakakaka~ Thx man.. it was really exciting.. i watched it twice..

So when reach home, u all noe the story le, we shall proceed to nxt day...

Monday August 13
Today super pig.. Slp till 1130pm den wake up, Really omg sia.. i meeting kj and the others for lunch and grp study.. Zzz.. Bo bian, so i sms kj say not meeting them for lunch le.. Den i slowly take my time to wash and prepare to go sch..

Reach le den go kou fu meet them.. Den actually want go library study de.. Really omg lo.. The whole library is full!!! Den bo bian, we all go lab at blk L lvl 4.. When go in, saw that ah zhen.. She and her friend think come sch study bah.. Who cares~ Den we all sit down switch on com and start our revision..

Sianz.. Really don feel like study.. Wanna slack for the rest of my life.. Coz abit too early to start studying.. Though theres alot doubts to clear, bt anyway, theres revision lecture tml wat!

Study till 4pm, cannot take it den zhao liao! Bored plus tonite gt qing zhu.. Reach home tot da jie was at home, bt she's at malaysia for job purpose.. Quite miss her sia.. haha.. Cz she always appear in my room when i'm using com and say this "Hey Mr lowba lowba, Hey MR lowba~" or "Yo wats Up~".. Bt today nv lei.. =.='' Come back soon and rmb to buy mi present ar! =P

Come back home i really super pig, go slp after my dinner.. Really fat fat ar!!! Den until junhao called my phone den i wake up.. Zzz.. he ask mi regarding the skip of shi zhun.. I was actually half awaken.. Zzz..

Den i went back to slp.. until mum said:"Chi Shuan lai le!" den i wake up again.. LOL.. I go bath le den start qing zhu..

My phone kip ranging and receiving sms during the listening of daoyi.. it was from vin.. LOL.. it was jus a small matter bt kip him so worried.. LOL.. After that i went online to chat wif him.. It's jus some personal matters..

Actually mi and a pro friend is planning on something.. erm.. currently not availble to tell but gd and trustworthy companion will find out sooner or later..

Btw, Chicky is back in action! His's imported back to Singapore=X Anyway, we are missing him so much.. Actually not him la, is his present XD lalalalala.. So wat sovenior u have for mi? =X

Goodbye: I would rather hurt myself than ever let you cry...
12:30 AM